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Aigis — learning how to feel
I wanted to draw Aigis because, in a weird way, I relate to her.
Sometimes I don't really feel my emotions — I observe them.
Something happens, and instead of simply feeling sad or angry, my mind goes: “Am I sad? Am I angry? Or do I just think I should be?”
It's like watching yourself from the outside, trying to understand what you're supposed to be feeling.
And maybe that's why Aigis feels so special to me. She doesn't start with a perfect understanding of emotions either. She learns them. She observes them, questions them, and eventually starts to understand what they mean to her.
I'm still learning too.
Also, I'm definitely not a professional artist yet 😭 I'm still pretty much a noob when it comes to drawing, but I wanted to make something that actually feels like me rather than something technically perfect.
So here's my little Aigis.
Still learning. Still figuring things out.
But at least I'm trying to put the feelings somewhere. 🖤
My goal is to become a mangaka, let us see whem my ginal operation will be.
PS when i drew it, I listened to Memories of you. I recommend you to listen it to, to feel what I felt better.🫠
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<!-- SC_OFF -->Aigis — learning how to feel
I wanted to draw Aigis because, in a weird way, I relate to her.
Sometimes I don't really feel my emotions — I observe them.
Something happens, and instead of simply feeling sad or angry, my mind goes: “Am I sad? Am I angry? Or do I just think I should be?”
It's like watching yourself from the outside, trying to understand what you're supposed to be feeling.
And maybe that's why Aigis feels so special to me. She doesn't start with a perfect understanding of emotions either. She learns them. She observes them, questions them, and eventually starts to understand what they mean to her.
I'm still learning too.
Also, I'm definitely not a professional artist yet 😭 I'm still pretty much a noob when it comes to drawing, but I wanted to make something that actually feels like me rather than something technically perfect.
So here's my little Aigis.
Still learning. Still figuring things out.
But at least I'm trying to put the feelings somewhere. 🖤
My goal is to become a mangaka, let us see whem my ginal operation will be.
PS when i drew it, I listened to Memories of you. I recommend you to listen it to, to feel what I felt better.🫠
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